If you had a society where human life, and the conditions for human flourishing and freedom were protected and cherished, no matter a person’s perceived economic utility to the government and state, and if people’s perceived worth across society in communities and neighbourhoods in places of study and work and in social groups and in families and in the home and with partners, wasn’t determined by the prevailing political ideology as well as historical hierarchies folded into this, if there were no material and social consequences to being born into or acquiring a diminished status in your society that leads to a substantial or near total loss of autonomy, or an experience of isolation and exclusion that for members of a social species as we is actually classified as a form of cruel and unusual punishment, amounting to psychological torture by a legal system not famous for being particularly compassionate, if we weren’t in ever growing numbers finding that the refusal of care and the extractive exploitative punishing regime of our political system has left us in a state of complete despair, undernourished or starving, in housing insecure or unfit for human habitation or unsheltered, in jobs where we are abused or in the endless humiliation of claiming social support under a punitive system, or losing our children because we cannot look after the after them after the pressure of these conditions have broken our minds and our bodies, left in mental health crisis with nothing or locked up, in terrible physical pain because they won’t fund healthcare or have excluded us from access to it for one reason or another, if they weren’t herding us into an early grave in unimaginably distressing circumstances leaving a trail of bereaved traumatised loved ones behind us who if we’re lucky enough have managed to stay close to us to the end, then we might be able to trust these people to legislate over our deaths. But as it is if we still value our own or each other's lives, then we probably best not.
I think people who acquire disability status in adulthood or who are isolated from the disabled community even if born with impairments, tend to taken on and internalise the non-disabled outlook and ideology. Disabled people busy dealing with physical and mental impairments, as well as daily discrimination and exclusion, usually don’t have any spare capacity to learn the disability history which would provide a different ideological framework to the dominant non disabled one. So despite the stakes being different for us and our interests not served by dominant ideologies which claim our lives and our bodily autonomy at disproportionately high rates, at a slow steady rate, interspersed by periodic spikes and escalations, followed by hard fought for declines in the losses of life to indifference abuse and exclusion from care that up part of the routine and constant threat hanging over disabled people, we are likely to view society in similar ways to our non disabled counterparts.
Now more and more non disabled people are being disabled the perils are going mainstream. If we don’t have the means for survival available to us then we can’t live, we will die, because we can’t live. But the scholarship and historical knowledge of disability history and theoretical frameworks that might help us to better defend ourselves and each other from such deprivations, hasn’t yet broken into public awareness.
We gave not our consent to be abused and punished until we can’t take any more and beg those who pillaged our village and took us hostage and forced us into servitude and hard labour and deprivation and physical and mental torture, to just kill us. That just do what we’re forced to do.
So we have most disabled people denied the opportunity to learn about the implications of endorsing and endowing the state and their agents in the medical system with the official power to directly kill, to match the powers that they previously persuaded our a section of our population to endorse them in policies that indirectly take our lives.
One would have to believe that the state that treats us to such miserable lives and such gruesome deaths as this one does, in the streets in freezing homes alone hungry and and in pain, are in offering to allow us to consent to our deaths in exchange for an expedited release from the unendurable suffering that they, specifically they, cause us, will have a better outcome for people on the ground than their current projects are having, to wanna take them up on such an offer.
Jesus, these people are the same people (both parties leaderships at the time before the second presumably because they afraid of tabloids calling them softhearted or something) that decided maybe they couldn’t afford to to make sure those very many school children whose parents that they’d impoverished so much through welfare reform and allowing employers to pay poverty wages didn’t go hungry.
If there’s one thing they are busily stripping away it’s the autonomy of the people. So no they aren’t granting the middle class media punditry and medical classes the autonomy to get out when their relatively comfortable most certainly privileged and atypically wildly autonomous lifestyles are eventually lost to the ravages of disease, it’s just that those people are so insulated from the usual and typical experiences of everyday people in terms of noticing the ways in which material constraints actually change your sense of self in a way that makes self care and maintenance of a sense of self worth or hope or trust, almost impossible to sustain.
So yes this new law will probably help then elevate their own advantages over the rest of us even further, and that will feel like an expansion of autonomy. But for the rest of us what it means is that we will lose more of friends family and community to the system earlier than we already are. If we look at how doctors wrote up a triage plan for disabled people who needed any weekly care, any at all, and clinically vulnerable people had to put themselves on a government list in order to be able to isolate as they either had no choice or were instructed to back when you couldn’t get home delivery’s of food or pharmacy supplies, and the plan said if you need any care like so many people with ME do then ether stay home or no hospital care or no respirator care for you, now bare in mind plenty of non disabled ‘healthy’ young adults died at home with no treatment because the system collapsed, but also bare in mind that while people with learning disabilities were denied care because of their disability older people were still having their lives saved, thank goodness, but what is this as a little treat for not being a younger disabled person? It certainly wasn’t ‘a rational’ choice. Doctors have always killed disabled babies infants and children and adults because that’s one of the tasks that society has out sourced to them and because in an a disablist society they’re not immune and the training in a famously eugenicist field doesn’t help.
However disabled people are largely excluded from politics on the left and ridiculed, from the liberal mainstream of political opinion our liberty isn’t a high priority to put it mildly in fact quite the opposite, and to the right of the spectrum where our politicians in most parties mostly now reside, the priority is to eradicate us from society as far as possible either in terms of voice in public life or physically by either shutting us away in institutions or you know….otherwise.
So we’re pretty much friendless in a sense of having any kind of collective movement willing or able to come together with us and make the arguments to defend our interests. This has tragic consequences for us. But I think it’s a strategic mistake for the more progressive tendencies in politics not to pay more attention to how the less progressive tendencies weaponise and exploit issues around disability.
For example no we should not trust the medical profession with our lives and those of our loved ones as in life so in death. Because they can’t even look after their own interests, they don’t have the power to defend their own working conditions or the buildings that they work in from falling down around them, they can’t protect their from ending up with long COVID after ‘heroic’ self sacrifice working to save lives during a pandemic that was killing millions including their colleagues, all without even the kind of PPE, PPE most of them were unable to notice the government quietly destroying their stocks of, and being mocked and dismissed from their jobs and their access to healthcare as a result of daring to get sick, they can’t even protect their own lives from a government trying to kill and maim them, how are we gonna trust them to safeguard ours? When they quite literally don’t have the capacity to do so should they even want to.
I get why people want this so much is lost to us, we need to know our suffering will end. We’re all afraid of suffering, it’s universal. But we’d have to forget how many mothers of African and Caribbean descent are dying childbirth in our hospitals compared to, their counterparts of European heritage,
and any number of other clues that medical professionals are not willing or able to safeguard lives equally. So most doctors will probably have in mind all the patients that they wanted to or unofficially helped to die, out of compassion. Not the patients that they gave upon as unsalable or untreatable that inquest after inquest has found ‘mistakes were made’ ‘ Opportunities missed’ or the patients that they’ve treated harshly or unkindly or spoken to or about in derogatory terms about.
Unfortunately we’re gonna have to spend our last moments with the very same people who told us we were imagining are symptoms and refused to investigate our cancers leaving us to suffer until it was too late, every week a previously non disabled lower income bracket working class young woman mother to young children reports this exact situation to one of the tabloids sometimes many in the same week, I can only imagine how often it’s actually happening, and I don’t think they’re gonna be apologising for their own complicity in bringing about an outcome for us and others like us, but even if they did I don’t think I’d wanna it hear it.
I desperately wish our state and our medical professionals would prioritise and do everything in their power to alleviate the suffering of the living and the dying, but they don’t and they won’t make this happen by changing the law, they will make it happen by actually changing their priorities. Until then, as it has been so shall it be.
Also WTF they’ve given up basic infection control in hospitals, as everywhere else, in a pandemic that’s speeding along the deaths of terminally ill cancer patients in a very fucking painful way by giving them COVID-19 deaths of suffocation and other nasty infections secondary leading to sepsis, famously lovely way to go that, having abdicated all professional responsibility for not inflicting that type of unnecessary suffering, which I might add a patient doesn’t have the personal autonomy to avoid in such circumstances, how the hell are we supposed to believe that these people are to be trusted with the grave responsibility of easing people’s suffering when they’ve demonstrated themselves to be-at absolute best- so woefully inadequate in this regard?