Aversion to activity - distinct from fatigue or not?

I have an aversion to proof, other than legal (50%+ civil, beyond a reasonable doubt criminal), mathematical (what makes mathematicians happy) and baking (whatever makes bakers happy), science post Popper doesn't really do proof.

Also I'd prefer not to give the psychological hypotheses of ME/CFS pathology the credence that they are worthy of being countered - they either meet a scientific standard, i.e they are stated so as to be falsifiable or they fall, no further consideration necessary. As far as I'm aware there is no psychological hypotheses of ME/CFS pathology that meets a test of falsifiablity, let alone one that has been put to any meaningful examination, they really are not worth mentioning.

I do find the notion of aversion as it relates of ME/CFS a bit difficult to get to grips with. Even if we take the aversive stimulus to be something with physical reality, rather than say a notion of that reality, the aversive response is behavioural. Nobody thinks that having an aversion to putting your hand in a fire is unsound, yet athletes, performance artists and construction workers all go through apprenticeships that involve getting past common aversions to pain, discomfort and fatigue. Aversive behaviour isn't an absolute, something which the deconditioning proponents rely on, their argument was always that activity intollerance in ME/CFS was a mislearned behaviour that had to be adjusted by emulating the 'push on through' behaviour of athletes, performance artists and construction workers.

It could be argued that having an aversion to 'pushing on through' is a beneficial learned response in ME/CFS patients but that seems an overly psychologised way of saying ME/CFS patients need to learn to avoid 'pushing on through' as that behaviour is not appropriate to their health status.

From my own experience rather than aversion I think I'd talk about cognitively enforced activity halting, something which happens not so much from physical exhaustion but an inability to continue concentrating on a single narrow task - I wouldn't make a direct link but the attention deficit of ADHD offers a descriptive parallel.

 

It's a mood symptom, not a physical symptom like dizziness, fatigue, or inability to concentrate, or pain. But it's also a kind of pain or sensation of suffering, not localized to any place in particular. That's considered dangerous to say given the psychologization of ME/CFS, but as I said I don't think this supports any BPS ideas. I think it's the CNS that is getting more irritated over time by some component of the activity, and this sensation is its way of saying "Whatever it is you're doing, it's enough now and you need to quit."

 

Attention 'deficit' is often considered to be an inappropriate description of what happens with attention in the minds of people with ADHD, some suggest that the attention is just directed elsewhere, rather than the thing that the person consciously wants to direct it to, or the thing that other people expect it to be directed to. You may have ADHD yourself and if so then I preemptively respect that your experience may not be that way, I have ADHD and I do buy into the idea that the attention is just on the 'wrong' thing(s) and difficult to direct at will.

This doesn't necessarily contradict your point, perhaps in your analogy the attention is directed towards resting and avoiding something detrimental.

 

yes i can relate to that, like everything within you is telling you SUFFERING, like the signals are generalised rather than specific like pain from a broken leg would be. More like a strong interoceptive signal not 'generalised' exactly but coming from the 'system' - my whole being, rather than one localised place.

just to clarify, when i spoke about avoiding the word aversion, i meant only the word 'aversion'.
i not sure what other word would be good, but that one has already been bagged by BPSers to mean a particular thing, & therfore i think we need to pick another if we're going to describe this experience with a term.

 

In one of his videos, Jarred Younger has said that his brain imaging studies have found differences in a region that he described as "center of suffering" or something similar. Maybe this nonspecific feeling of suffering is exactly where it comes from. Speculating, one could say mild brain inflammation induced by prolonged activity or mental stimulation.