This post is a history of how I got to be diagnosed with ME - which is probably coloured by my bias and search for meaning.
I was healthy and fit until my mid-30s. I ran regularly, went horse-riding, swimming etc and had no symptoms of anything concerning.
I caught parvovirus from the neighbour’s daughter (slap-cheek/5th disease are other names for this). The parvovirus gave me joint pain, especially in my hands, ankles and wrists. I developed raynauds. I stopped being able to run or even exercise in other ways. I was too tired and it was too sore. I got very foggy.
Not long after this point in time, another neighbour was discovered to be disposing of waste from methamphetamine manufacture down a shared external drain. After the council cleaned up the contamination, some of my pain, fatigue and fogginess went away, but I still wasn’t well. I got tested for all sorts of things and then was diagnosed with ME. This took about 2 years.
I also developed hyperthyroidism - Graves Disease - around this time. For some of this period, when I was a bit hyperthyroid but not too much, I actually felt a bit better! I didn’t know I was hyperthyroid though. Once it had been diagnosed, I was put onto drugs to lower my levels and came crashing down. This was a horrible time - I felt very ill and very weird. I remember the endocrinologist looking at me and saying “You do know CFS is psychological, don’t you?” I was hugely sensitive to the medication and felt very unwell on it.
I was gradually deteriorating - not managing work, despite reducing hours and eventually I realised that if I didn’t leave my job, I was probably going to be pushed out of it. I resigned, thinking that this might lead me to have more energy and feel better - but no.
I also got diagnosed with CREST syndrome which is a type of limited scleroderma. I have high autoantibody levels for this and some of the symptoms - the raynauds, the telangiectasias in my nail beds.. but otherwise this isn’t a big problem.
It’s now 15 years since I stopped feeling well.
Over recent years, I have struggled more with symptoms that perhaps don’t fit quite so well with ME - but of course, didn’t think to look for anything else. I felt that my history and symptoms were consistent with ME!
Things that perhaps don’t fit:
When I did a CPET test, with a 72 hour gap between the two tests, I wasn’t worse on the second test. No PEM according to the researchers. I do definitely feel worse if I really overdo things physically, but I am probably more physically active than most people here. I cant do anything really aerobic, but I can be quite active throughout the day as long as I pace myself and have regular rests.
I get a lot of muscle cramps. For many years, travelling in the car has been a problem - I get very tired and sore all through my abdomen. This is getting a lot worse now and I get cramps in my rib cage, my abdomen and now my neck.
Im also getting an increasing number of episodes of tachycardia. They are brief, but increasing in frequency. I haven’t seen a cardiologist about this yet - but would like to. My watch is now telling me that I am getting episodes in the night when I am asleep which is a new thing. Mostly they occur in the mornings, and I can feel them coming on. They only last from about 20 seconds to a few minutes at most.
Things that fit with ME:
I do get cognitive fatigue - I’m not sure how to explain this except that I feel so tired and sore that perhaps that is all it takes to wipe anyone out! Im intolerant of noise, bright light, have difficulty filtering sounds etc. For example, I cant go to the cinema - it makes me feel really ill due to the overstimulation.
I feel worse in the mornings and I dont sleep well.