I'm of the opinion that certain test things like eg a shower (and that would need to include as well as frequency: time, an activity monitor but also issues that might change like if people get a seat etc) are going to be harder ones for the bps to cheat. Because its the one thing I could never cheat other than picking the only window over x time period my body wouldn't faint and loading up on meds, caffeine or whatever I used at that level of severity to help adrenaline-up if needed for it. My hair length makes a difference now because I have to brush it before, sometimes just before sometimes I pace that the day before. BUt hey that hasn't happened by accident either.
I also know that as I've got worse over the years I've been in denial particularly whilst I was working, putting on my best performance for work as the priority. But that if someone looked closely then first the grocery shops went online, then work from home, shower at different times and frequency. But also big things like having to be driven places, get stairlift, how much I can even use my downstairs, ability to sit in a chair or different types of chair.
Well... it all seems pretty significant stuff when you look at it over those longer spaces of time, and me not really being surrounded by anyone being any much different or kinder or more accepting or being a different personality myself.
So sometimes when I look at that I wonder whether I'm 'overthinking it' with the forensic nature of what my calendar has been like/how punishing it has been in the preceding weeks and months being so pertinent. But it's true. I'm having an awful week (which of course those near me still hint maybe I caught a bug even decades in to avoid 'getting it about ME/CFS timescales') because of a load that finished 3 weeks ago. And I'm worse than last week, even though I've had a week more 'rest' vs that hectic time before. Even if you were using an app I'm not sure it would make sense. Or have picked up the differences from this week to last in how awful I feel and debilitated I am.
So it has reminded me that even the 'home experiment' format if you could trust people to put aside eg a week to not have other things and test if they could get shower or teethbrushing in and compared it to the year before will be affected by that. And I don't know how much of that will come out in the wash over matched pairs that had a comparatively less threshold vs committment week a year ago vs today or if for most of us it will tend to just go that one way of the tightening ratchet.
I know that things like the teaching survey format wouldn't work (they give each person a date in the calendar and they have to fill in exactly what % of time they spent on tasks related to teaching, research, admin - with the idea across all the people the dates will 'even out' because some will be term time, exams, some out of term etc) ie it has to be the individual compared to themself, not relying on size of sample to even out over a population. For multitude reasons (including some things might work for certain types).
I'm keeping on thinking because as a saddo this does fascinate me professionally as conundrums to how to get a research method to tackle something thanks to my background, as well as personally, hence the questions I ask myself. And then checking I'm not doing overkill/putting in excess that doesn't matter. ie remembering what are we looking at 'differentiating on' and what does or doesn't matter too. Those different angles. And not getting caught in the trap of just using what's available as a measure vs picking something there isn't even a good proxy for.
I do think that somehow having better 'frames of reference' to those measuring points in time is the clever bit and needs something far better than a survey question, certainly of the standard format (it would need to be more experiment type). I wonder whether seeing a video of myself a year ago would help for example.
It depends who we are needing to prove it to as well I guess. I think we can sort of get there but it might need to be specific things for specific things.
But yes if you were monitoring a whole population over very long periods of time then things like the shower and 5 items. And funcap even in the basic form I'm surprised by how at first you think you are teetering over whether the 'can't do at all' or'3 days impact' vs 'can't do on same day' makes sense but then as the very different grades of items come through you realise how less that matters in the big picture anyway because I'm so disabled that half the questions later on are just dreamland stuff, so I can see how it separates pretty well even with that. And how much of a change on how many of the features are we talking about. Given it should be long-term and it should be 'enough' I guess on at least something.
I also know that as I've got worse over the years I've been in denial particularly whilst I was working, putting on my best performance for work as the priority. But that if someone looked closely then first the grocery shops went online, then work from home, shower at different times and frequency. But also big things like having to be driven places, get stairlift, how much I can even use my downstairs, ability to sit in a chair or different types of chair.
Well... it all seems pretty significant stuff when you look at it over those longer spaces of time, and me not really being surrounded by anyone being any much different or kinder or more accepting or being a different personality myself.
So sometimes when I look at that I wonder whether I'm 'overthinking it' with the forensic nature of what my calendar has been like/how punishing it has been in the preceding weeks and months being so pertinent. But it's true. I'm having an awful week (which of course those near me still hint maybe I caught a bug even decades in to avoid 'getting it about ME/CFS timescales') because of a load that finished 3 weeks ago. And I'm worse than last week, even though I've had a week more 'rest' vs that hectic time before. Even if you were using an app I'm not sure it would make sense. Or have picked up the differences from this week to last in how awful I feel and debilitated I am.
So it has reminded me that even the 'home experiment' format if you could trust people to put aside eg a week to not have other things and test if they could get shower or teethbrushing in and compared it to the year before will be affected by that. And I don't know how much of that will come out in the wash over matched pairs that had a comparatively less threshold vs committment week a year ago vs today or if for most of us it will tend to just go that one way of the tightening ratchet.
I know that things like the teaching survey format wouldn't work (they give each person a date in the calendar and they have to fill in exactly what % of time they spent on tasks related to teaching, research, admin - with the idea across all the people the dates will 'even out' because some will be term time, exams, some out of term etc) ie it has to be the individual compared to themself, not relying on size of sample to even out over a population. For multitude reasons (including some things might work for certain types).
I'm keeping on thinking because as a saddo this does fascinate me professionally as conundrums to how to get a research method to tackle something thanks to my background, as well as personally, hence the questions I ask myself. And then checking I'm not doing overkill/putting in excess that doesn't matter. ie remembering what are we looking at 'differentiating on' and what does or doesn't matter too. Those different angles. And not getting caught in the trap of just using what's available as a measure vs picking something there isn't even a good proxy for.
I do think that somehow having better 'frames of reference' to those measuring points in time is the clever bit and needs something far better than a survey question, certainly of the standard format (it would need to be more experiment type). I wonder whether seeing a video of myself a year ago would help for example.
It depends who we are needing to prove it to as well I guess. I think we can sort of get there but it might need to be specific things for specific things.
But yes if you were monitoring a whole population over very long periods of time then things like the shower and 5 items. And funcap even in the basic form I'm surprised by how at first you think you are teetering over whether the 'can't do at all' or'3 days impact' vs 'can't do on same day' makes sense but then as the very different grades of items come through you realise how less that matters in the big picture anyway because I'm so disabled that half the questions later on are just dreamland stuff, so I can see how it separates pretty well even with that. And how much of a change on how many of the features are we talking about. Given it should be long-term and it should be 'enough' I guess on at least something.
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