rvallee
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
I mostly ignored it for years, but I had mild chronic fatigue since my teens. I could still do most normal things and was active, but I was tired all the time. Never stopped me from being relentless when playing sports or doing hard work. I did see my GP at the time and all he did is a blood panel and never talked about it again. I had a really bad GP...Neither. I feel sick, not tired. When I over-exert myself, I feel even more horrendously ill. Not tired.
As I've said elsewhere on this forum, I describe ME/CFS as the worst flu of your life combined with a nasty hangover or feeling poisoned. On a bad day, it also feels like I've been beaten from head to toe with a baseball bat.
It is nothing like the 'tiredness' one would experience after going to the gym or even running a marathon for example.
Edit: this is my attempt to explain what a crash feels like for me. I don't mention 'tiredness' or 'fatigue' at all because I don't feel either word is appropriate or accurate to describe my experience.
Absolutely nothing to do with the ME exhaustion, which is more similar to the kind that comes from the flu with a fever, when it's more apt to talk of weakness, of struggling with minimal exertion. It's a much more complex concept than normal fatigue, way more layers and depth.
To an external observer it's impossible to see the difference, but they are nothing alike. Fatigue was never the right word for it. It's used only because this is what people know it as and it's very hard to add new vocabulary, especially against motivated denial.
I know what being tired all the time is. It's absolutely nothing like ME. This is completely above and beyond it and is better described as sick. Except medicine does not accept sick as a description. Which is amazingly foolish and has choked all progress, all because we can't use the right word even though it is obviously the right one.
It reminds me of how there didn't used to be a name for... what was it blue? Blue and green were basically called shades of the same color? And if you ask people in a culture that doesn't differentiate they will basically call it the same color, though probably not with fully saturated colors, but still.
Words matter. This isn't a problem of description, it's a problem of which words apply and how different words describe different things, all because a bunch of people don't want there to be a difference because it would otherwise invalidate their belief system and throw their career into well-deserved disarray.
And as for an early question over what is meant by energy, same as in physics: the ability to do work, which for the most part means moving energy (and ultimately mostly means chemical processes). We don't know what the micro level is, just the macro level.
But it's work in the broader sense, of moving a limb, walking, pushing something, or just thinking, which ultimately works through electrochemical processes so in the end it's just a matter of scale, the same way as the mechanics of a single object ultimately comes down to molecular interactions pushing against one another in one direction or another.
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