Wonko
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
@dreampop I was massively under eating when this started, up until Christmas eve I thought that might be responsible, a number have people have said that diets which effectively seriously restrict calorie intake have had positive effects, and I used to get them when doing low carb.
The last couple of days I am very highly stressed, some very rash and potentially dangerous behaviour, in fact my actions would suggest to some my sanity might be in question. It's not, it's just my aspergers seems to be extremely dominant right now. Compared with then I am eating vast amounts, I had a small pizza (a whole £2's worth) 2 quite small ham sandwiches, and 3 pieces of fruit. That's a day composed largely of bread based products. I'm depressed, I'm stressed, at least it's not ice cream lol.
I seem to have gone back to the pattern before Christmas, nothing apart from my current goal, mainly thinking about how to achieve it, is happening. Although I have pretty much finished cleaning the flat top to bottom. Without repainting it won't get any cleaner. I can't stop pacing. I am sleeping but not a lot.
Unlike before Christmas as far as I'm aware the weight loss has more or less stopped, possibly because of the bread based diet, instead of the virtually nothing based diet.
I can feel the ME coming back, I'm getting desperate to make some progress. Even though I know it's impossible. I'm running out of time.
The last couple of days I am very highly stressed, some very rash and potentially dangerous behaviour, in fact my actions would suggest to some my sanity might be in question. It's not, it's just my aspergers seems to be extremely dominant right now. Compared with then I am eating vast amounts, I had a small pizza (a whole £2's worth) 2 quite small ham sandwiches, and 3 pieces of fruit. That's a day composed largely of bread based products. I'm depressed, I'm stressed, at least it's not ice cream lol.
I seem to have gone back to the pattern before Christmas, nothing apart from my current goal, mainly thinking about how to achieve it, is happening. Although I have pretty much finished cleaning the flat top to bottom. Without repainting it won't get any cleaner. I can't stop pacing. I am sleeping but not a lot.
Unlike before Christmas as far as I'm aware the weight loss has more or less stopped, possibly because of the bread based diet, instead of the virtually nothing based diet.
I can feel the ME coming back, I'm getting desperate to make some progress. Even though I know it's impossible. I'm running out of time.