John Mac
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
“Nobody was listening to me,” she recalls. “I had all of these symptoms that had nothing to do with mental illness, which is not to denigrate the severity of mental illness. But I'd say to doctors, You're diagnosing me with being depressed, but that's not what it is. I had a desire to do things, but I couldn't. That's different than having no desire to interact with the world." She would repeat her symptoms over and over—heart palpitations, fevers, aches. Depression doesn't do that.
Now in the hospital, her doctors suggested ECT, which is generally viewed as a last resort for severe depression and other mental illnesses (it does help some patients feel better). Courtney started observing her hallmates, some of whom were already receiving the treatments, searching for clues about what it might do to her.
At this point she thinks she must have begged the doctors, again, to look beyond depression. Because one ordered a new battery of blood tests that turned up something interesting: elevated levels for Epstein-Barr (EPV), one of the most common human viruses and a cause of mononucleosis.
Many people get the virus in childhood, according to the CDC (Courtney probably first got it as a teenager), after which it goes dormant in the body. She remembers her doctors arguing about whether the finding was even significant, since elevated levels of EPV are common even in people who display no symptoms. But one psychiatrist thought it was worth looking into, and his persistence led to Courtney being diagnosed with myalgic encephalomyelitis, commonly referred to as ME/CFS, which is thought by many doctors to be related to EPV.
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/health-fitness/a25362145/electroshock-therapy-misdiagnosis/