Evergreen
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
Gotcha. For me, "permanent deteriorater" conjures up someone who is constantly getting worse, rather than someone who got worse after a trigger and never recovered from that, but I understand you, and the need to be able to describe the experience.Just to be clear, the diagnostic void in the title of my thread was aimed at permanent deterioraters - patients who get worse from a known trigger (such as exercise) and never recover. It is rarely mentioned in ME advocate publications and I have never met a medical professional who has believed me when I say I am permanently damaged by exercise. My oldest permanent deterioration was triggered 18 years ago.
I think there are a few reasons why that phrase might rankle health professionals. One is "permanent" - since you don't really know if something is permanent until the end of your life, I think they'd prefer "long-term", or at least some kind of hedging like "a deterioration which, having lasted 18 years, seems to be permanent".
Another is the word "damage". The phrase "permanent damage" is usually used for structural damage e.g. to the brain or spinal cord from a traumatic injury, where, at a certain point, you can say with a great degree of certainty that the damage is permanent because you can see that something is severed or that tissue is dead. Without that structural damage, they're not going to be keen on using the term "permanent".
Yet another reason is the idea that exercise can do harm - just totally alien to most healthcare professionals. So when you put all those together, they just think you're claiming things that aren't true. But they might be more open to a narrative that explains the same thing without using words that mean different things to them e.g. "I did graded exercise therapy in 2007. My illness got significantly worse during that time and I have never regained my previous level of functioning." They might still find it hard to believe, but they're not going to dismiss it outright...as often. I found that just calmly explaining how it happened, so listing off each step down and its trigger, without saying X caused Y, just saying "I did X, then Y happened", they kind of had to accept it.
A label for people who deteriorated after a trigger and never returned to their previous level of health is tricky, because both people with fluctuating ME and those whose ME constantly gets worse could be in that group. People with relapsing-remitting ME couldn't be in that group because they have periods of being completely well. Though if they went from being fully recovered back to relapsing-remitting after a trigger you could argue that they qualify in the sense that the stability of their health has thus far irreparably change. So I think the label would be an add-on rather than an alternative.I think it would be beneficial if ME had such distinctions, the ME Association talk about ME being fluctuating with relapsing / remitting ME, there should also be a name for permanently deteriorative ME.
Understood.It's the duration not the size of the trigger, again it's an arbitrary cut off just like some criteria say you need to have symptoms for 6 months to get a diagnosis of ME. Until medical knowledge improves, it's the best we can do.
Something that strikes me as we talk about this is that most people's ME/CFS is triggered, e.g. by an infection, after which their health jumps down and stays down to a greater or lesser extent (putting aside those who recover). In that sense, anyone with ongoing ME/CFS is a "permanent deteriorator". So when we have a deterioration or relapse or even just a short-term flare triggered by one of the usual offenders - infection, exertion etc - it seems like the core pathology of ME/CFS is in play. Whatever it is that causes the ME/CFS process to begin, seems to happen again. And for people who don't improve from that worse state, there may be a bit of extra pathology going on. (Certainly from my experience, it's not for lack of trying to slowly build back up.)