arewenearlythereyet
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
I think this is it in a nutshell. I couldn’t get to the letterbox when I started, even though it was a couple of minutes away. It turned out my envelope meant I was a mild case, but they didn’t know that at the beginning.The Psych lobby is very good at incorporating whatever terms we patients use or stealing words from other less harmful regimes to try and make us feel that whatever they suggest is good or helpful.
So in the hands of these people the energy envelope becomes something to start with and is a malleable thing that can be increased over time if one sticks with their exercise regime.
The giveaway I think is when a patient doesn't have enough physical energy or strength for daily living yet is somehow convinced that a walk to an outside letterbox is within that envelope even if they start with one step a day. This is the deconditioning model and for patients who have had (as an example) a virus, spent a lot of time in bed and then recovered, this will get them walking to the outside letterbox eventually.
For me, the steps spent on getting to that letterbox means less strength / energy to spend on important things like bathing. It may go up and down all the time and someday I may even reach that letterbox. However, this is a natural fluctuation of the disease for me. I've done this so many times before now.
It was very persuasive to think after reaching the letterbox and then the shop, then the tree down the road etc that I was making progress, but in fact neither myself nor the OH was doing anything other than making me rest and then test the boundaries to find out what my max limit was. Rather than encourage me to run they should have been advising on prioritisation once they identified my specific boundary rather than try and break through it.
These clinics could be a real help to the newly diagnosed if they acted as management centres rather than pretend that Pacimg/get is a treatment. They could even monitor signs of deterioration over time which would also give us some meaningful stats to improve management and a more accurate prognosis.