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@JenBThat wasn’t the main thing that “made me firmly of the opinion ....” it was the slow revealing of information by both yourself and Jeff directing members on this forum and other places to your medium page and Jeff s interview and advice site.
As I wrote in the beginning, this would be a slow process of updating folks on my symptom progression and laying out the story. This is in part because recovery is a process. It’s also because as I’ve gotten feedback from the community, I have received new and different ideas regarding what questions to answer, what gaps to fill in, what misconceptions to address. It’s daunting for me to write all this. It is daunting for others to read all this. So it comes in drips. Lastly, as I saw the number of events, conferences, etc. I would be attending in the coming weeks and months, and as I made
dramatic progress in physical therapy over the last eight weeks, it became evident to me I had to “come out.” It wasn’t like I had at that point pre-written all the posts I am about to write and could dump them in unison.
It also appears that multiple platforms have been carrying the same message.
Yes of course. I am on Twitter, Facebook and several other platforms.
and there appears to be coordination between yourself and Jeff ahead of this news release. The constant references to further chapters to come I took to be a teaser campaign....where one breaks up the story and releases parts gradually to build up a following and drive repeat visits to sites etc. That is pretty much what led me to the conclusion that this was a campaign and I’m still of that opinion.
In general, that’s a great idea! I wish I had taken this approach to launching
Unrest or any of a number of things I have done. I honestly did not think about this. The short posts are for my own convenience and to try to simplify things for people dealing with cognitive issues. I’m big on detail and so tend to get lost in really long posts and tend to lose other people.
The reason I keep saying “more to come” on this particular forum (and not really anywhere else, TBH) is that there’s more critical engagement here than anywhere else and with it, more suppositions that really don’t fit with the facts of my medical case. I don’t want people to think I am ignoring them and I also want them to know that I am going to explain at least some of the pieces that, at present, seem confusing or discordant. It has nothing whatsoever to do with “creating suspense.” It’s that I don’t want to spend three hours writing a detailed and referenced comment twelves pages deep in a forum thread. That is what these blog posts on Medium are for.
it’s finding scientific proof for what you say and understanding what’s missing so you can put context to your hypothesis and admit that further work is needed to give support to the idea.
But I have done this so far in nearly all of my writing. I am constantly saying we need more research and try very clearly to distinguish between my personal case, conjecture, and what has some research behind it that generalizes beyond my case (such as the intracranial hypertension research which yes, is early, but is still external to my case).
There is a bit of a formula to testing the logic of the idea, generally turning it over looking at it from different perspectives, trying to root out other reasons for what you see etc etc.
I have been very well-trained in how to do this.
It’s also admitting you may need a study to disprove your idea and move you on to other explanations. This is the scientific discipline of validating ideas before they even get off the blocks. It’s also realising that each evidence citation needs to be good science and that many research papers out there are just sausage machine junk, so choosing the quality of your back up evidence is important too (crap in, crap out etc.)
Yes.
What I have seen so far is not scientific in this way and others have repeatedly pointed out the various flaws on other posts so I’m not going to list them all here.
I think you may be talking about studies Jeff has shared, not me. I have not, as far as I remember, shared any studies on this forum that have any relevance to my personal case. Aside from the work on IIH, the literature simply has nothing to say about a case like mine, except re: the technical details and nature of the surgery itself.
That in no way invalidates your n=1 experience and if anyone can scramble out of the hell hole and go hiking that must be celebrated. I only wish you and Jeff best wishes for this. Nor does it negate the need to gather more evidence.
I could not agree more. This is why I constantly talk about the need for research.
It’s more about making claims that are difficult to justify from the available evidence right now ...and more importantly whether this may mislead. That is what is unscientific.
What claims have I made? That I no longer have the symptoms of ME? That they were resolved by the surgery? I do not think these claims require external research studies. I think there is ample evidence within my case. Of course, that evidence cannot be extended to anyone else. Furthermore, we unfortunately could never have designed an experiment that “proved” it was my fusion surgery that caused all my symptoms to resolve as my symptoms were always subjective to begin with and we can never observe what would have happened had I not had the surgery (I don’t even want to think about that outcome) or fully disamiguate surgery from say, opiods or anesthesia, although I find that implausible. All we can do is interpret the evidence I provide. In that sense you are right that it is not scientific to say the surgeries caused my remission because we can never know. I suppose it would be more accurate to say that “I find the evidence in my case and the interpretation of the three doctors involved that my fusion resolved my ME symptoms convincing.” But I cannot in good faith present it as a mystery. That would be disingenuous. I have a very high degree of confidence re: the effect of fusion in my case and I am someone who is never certain about anything. I know what my symptoms responded to, when and how. I suppose that is the curse of subjectivity. I know that I haven’t provided much objective proof. The step data is one piece—I very clearly no longer have PEM and the inflection point happens right after my surgery. The results of my diagnostic testing, when I have described them, will be another. My heart rate directly after surgery and in the ensuing weeks, another. That I have been able to go off all my medications is, for me, astonishing. In the coming months, I will retest all of my prior positive tests to see what has changed.
What I know nothing about, and will make no claims about, is everyone else.
I fully support what you have done with Unrest and raising awareness and calls for more research ..I bought Unrest and encouraged people to watch it. I don’t always agree with all aspects but in the main it is a force for good. The resilience and determination in the face of adversity from yourself and other campaigners is always something that inspires me and makes me proud of our community.
Thank you. I appreciate that.
I have an open mind to most things but it would be easier to assess this idea with all the story not just the drip feed. I would encourage this to happen sooner rather than later. I would also suggest as before that a cautious approach is taken putting a realistic context to allow PWME to make an informed decision on whether they may have CCI,bearing in mind the celebrity endorsement effect that you are unfortunately cursed with.
I think that’s best. I am trying to do this as quickly as possible. I have talked multiple times about the risks of surgery, have been very open about how hard surgery has been for me (and will write more about this) and wrote this disclaimer several weeks ago:
I certainly find the advice given by Jeff on his site extremely disturbing and worry about the implications for people desperate for an end to their illness.
I am less concerned because again, it’s a very high bar for surgery. But you might give Jeff some feedback on that. People are constantly asking me what imaging they should have and whether they should wear a cervical collar (be careful!!!!!!) so I find linking to his site quite helpful. I do not agree with declarative statements re: that everyone who has ME symptoms should be assessed for CCI. I think people need to decide what makes sense given their case history and circumstances.