Marky
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
Hi.. 
So the last two months have been really rough for me, after doing gradual exercise for some months. I made a post about it a while back. Since then ive been having problems e.g making dinner some days due to low functioning, but the biggest fork in the road right now is that I keep getting these panic attack esque collapses where I will go to the ground with a heart beating out of my chest, shaking and panic. I can usually feel these episodes coming hours before, starting with my stomach acting up and generally feeling wired. Ive been to the emergency room like 4 times already (called them like 8), and these episodes are really draining. I mean it feels like i have to die once a week, and I rather die, well - once.
I'm struggling to understand what I can do about it, and why its happening. My orthostatic intolerance is pretty pronounced right now, so maybe its related to poor autonomic functioning (it usually happens when standing).
Anyone experienced anything similar? I don't know if its ME-related or not, and therefore don't know what to do about it. Ive had similar episodes in earlier crashes, but the frequency of them is a lot higher this crash. Is it my body telling me to lie down? In that case why does it have to be so dramatic about it
Thanks for reading, i find it kind of embarrassing so I rather ask here than on e.g Facebook

So the last two months have been really rough for me, after doing gradual exercise for some months. I made a post about it a while back. Since then ive been having problems e.g making dinner some days due to low functioning, but the biggest fork in the road right now is that I keep getting these panic attack esque collapses where I will go to the ground with a heart beating out of my chest, shaking and panic. I can usually feel these episodes coming hours before, starting with my stomach acting up and generally feeling wired. Ive been to the emergency room like 4 times already (called them like 8), and these episodes are really draining. I mean it feels like i have to die once a week, and I rather die, well - once.
I'm struggling to understand what I can do about it, and why its happening. My orthostatic intolerance is pretty pronounced right now, so maybe its related to poor autonomic functioning (it usually happens when standing).
Anyone experienced anything similar? I don't know if its ME-related or not, and therefore don't know what to do about it. Ive had similar episodes in earlier crashes, but the frequency of them is a lot higher this crash. Is it my body telling me to lie down? In that case why does it have to be so dramatic about it

Thanks for reading, i find it kind of embarrassing so I rather ask here than on e.g Facebook