Sly Saint
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
It feels like I am being held hostage by my condition and I’m defenseless to stop these wasted years passing me by. When you’re ill, birthdays are a reminder of all the things you’ve missed. Time you can never get back.
With each passing year, my hope of making a recovery diminishes. This isn’t me being depressed or pessimistic; sadly, it’s my reality. But I refuse to give up. I refuse to let ME/CFS steal my hope.
So instead of focusing on what I am missing out on, and my lost years — this year, I want to celebrate my achievements. This year, I want to acknowledge my victories. This year, I want to shout from the rooftops: “I survived!”
Despite ME/CFS, I made lots of new friends online.
https://themighty.com/2019/05/missing-out-life-chronic-fatigue/