Understood - and I certainly did not mean to argue against your own experience or to suggest that my experience in any way carries more weight than your own when it comes to figuring any of this out. This is, of course, one of the many frustrating things about even beginning to trace the origins of whatever has ruined us: our experiences are all so very different, sometimes profoundly so. I regularly read of experiences here and elsewhere that leave me questioning whether I could actually have the same condition at all.Many of us would disagree somewhat with this belief, because for us the first couple years or so of ME it felt very, very strongly immune system driven, like our immune system was stuck in some strange chronic activation. Many of my lymph nodes were constantly swollen and hard as a rock and I had many other what felt like immune system dysfunction symptoms. All the neurological symptoms really felt like a direct downstream consequence of this immune system activation.
Now yes as the years have gone by the immune activation symptoms have gradually subsided and the neurological symptoms have stayed or gotten worse and now it feels mostly neurological, but I cant help think that the immune system craziness of the first few years still have something really important to do with it