Janet Stone
Established Member
In advocacy work to try to influence policy we are instructed to pick no more than three "asks" when we get a chance to talk directly to lawmakers. I've been thinking a lot about this conversation and how we might collect "asks" from ME/CFS patients that are reasonable (not just, "I want a cure") and something that will help the researchers who are often not directly involved with patients to see what matters. Actually Dr. Jason did experience ME/CFS although he eventually recovered, so he is probably more attuned to the needs than most. And I have lived with it for over 50 years, so it's a driving force for me.It's a lot more complicated than that, though there is some of it. What we want more than anything is to simply ignore the personal and work on solving problems. It's actually not limited to ME/CFS, we see this elsewhere, substantial criticism of problematic research is usually pushed back as personal attacks by academics. Which is really weird for us, to be honest. It's super personal for us, our lives entirely depend on it, and yet we set it aside entirely because we don't have a choice.
All the seemingly 'personal' problems we appear to have with some researchers have exactly zero to do with them as people. It's their work that we criticize, and we do the same for everyone. It's the only way things will move forward, and it sure seems to make a lot of people oddly uncomfortable. Believe me, when we see work that is garbage, we plainly say it, and no one is saying that about Jason and his team. It just needs improvements, like all research does, and we've seen it all. We are a rare place of complete honesty and no bullshit politics.
No one is a proxy for anything. We just want good research, and we absolutely emphasize and recognize it when it happens, but meaningful research is rare, and not just in this field. Most academics will make no contributions throughout their whole career, and that's just the way science works. What matters most is to focus on the substance, on improving on what exists. This is technically how science and academia are supposed to work, and it's often that, but we're a rare place that just doesn't care about niceties, we've found that being too polite and deferential will get us nowhere. It's where we are, right now: nowhere. We'd like to get out of this awful place.
I was thinking about buying presents for people at Christmas and how we often buy someone what we would like, but we don't usually ask them what they want. Maybe we need more of a Santa list for researchers. Many ME/CFS organizations do this some extent, but the focus is almost always on raising funds for research. And that is self-serving in academia in many ways because getting a grant and publishing a study enhances your career even if nothing substantial was gained from the money spent (like the $8 million, 60+ author NIH "effort preference" study conclusion). I am on this particular team because I have not seen that self-serving attitude but rather genuine compassion and the desire to use their skills to advance understanding that will improve quality of life, but maybe there needs to be a constant re-assessment of what matters so the objectives stay finely tuned.
