I even wrote about long Covid for VICE in 2021, when I knew less about "the" condition (not really a "the" but let's leave that aside for now).
Yes, I read it. It was very good. Please can you answer a simple question. What changed your mind? Who or what persuaded you to switch sides so drastically? What was it they said or wrote that persuaded you to both reject your own VICE piece and to make this new (to you, but actually dating back decades) viewpoint the subject of articles and a book.
And here is something I can tell you with unequivocal certainty, a foundational truth in my own area of expertise. Monomaniacal obsession with a topic, in a community of people who share the same obsession, when physical health and personal identity (yes! even if you don't see it!) are on the line — it is not conducive to finding the truth. There may be excellent expert discussions — the best 9/11 conspiracists knew more about concrete and steel beams than most engineers — but when it comes to truth-seeking, it is far from ideal.
You mistake scientific interest and mutual support and creation of community in people isolated from the 'normal' society you are able to enjoy for monomaniacal obsession. I explained my situation in a previous post. I won't go on except to say your view is insulting to many very sick and isolated people who your 'normal society' fails to support, instead choosing to sneer and accuse.
To return to your article. I have a simple question:
Why did you think it appropriate to foreground accusations that have nothing to do with most or all people with LC and ME/CFS? Why damn us just because some people unknown to us may have threatened or verbally attacked some researchers or other sick people? Why frame your article with the patent falsehood that nobody is allowed to talk about brain retraining?
To put it another way, can you even begin to imagine what it is like as a sick person to have your friends and family and clinicians reading articles in which you are characterised as nasty lunatics who won't allow people to talk about recovery? To have the few people you still see telling you you're not trying hard enough to get better, that you don't want to get better, that you're malingering?
I've had to sack professional carers here to help me wash telling me I don't have a real illness, that I just need to go for a nice walk, that I don't want to get better. Can you imagine what that is like? Your article, if any of them read it or the repurcussions form it, will add to that for many of us.
In THIS community, on the other hand, the non-negotiable truth is that "BPS" — whatever that means — is bad and false, and it is impossible that anything involving the "mind" is involved in sustaining the symptoms of ME/CFS. By mind rather than brain, I mean...well, I would try explain, as it's very complicated and difficult, but I won't, because this is the moment at which this particular community deploys its rhetorical defense mechanisms. "We've heard this before! It's the same BPS nonsense!" Those simpletons still puzzling over how to understand the relationship between mind, brain, body, and community, the philosophers struggling to articulate how those words themselves aren't helpful — if only they popped over here, to Science4Me, where it's all been figured out.
Allow me to suggest to the lions in this den that perhaps you have more in common with the hEDS "zealots" than you might think. (It is, of course, a feature of these communities that they are incapable of seeing their resemblance to other communities they scorn.) Perhaps you, too, have hidden some unfalsifiable truths under piles of research and discussions. Perhaps, if you stopped thinking about this in terms of the research, and started looking at yourselves from the lens of sociology, or, dare I say it, religious studies, you would see features of a community that, rather than conducing to the discovery of truth — though they may do that — are also serving another purpose.
None of this makes sense to me. I am a scientist by training. I don't need the lens of sociology to tell me that the PACE trial was fraudulent. I have decades of my own and my daughter's experience, as well as thousands of others testimony, showing me that for people with post exertional malaise, pushing to try to do more makes us sicker.
Long before I joined online communities I read the PACE trial paper and the newspaper articles saying pwME could recover with a bit of exercise. I saw a feeble set of data with barely any between group differences, and certainly not clinically significant. I knew from experience it didn't make any sense for me.
It was only later I came to understand through analysis of the raw data and learning about the underhand way the data was manipulated, and the conflicts of interest of the leaders of PACE that I came to see the full horror of it. I found the whole saga profoundly shocking. What I had thought of as mere weak data turned out to be much much darker.
As I have not oriented my existence around the interests of this particular community, I hope not to be accused of delinquency when I leave this here and don't reengage with it for a few days or a week. No doubt the lions will have torn it to shreds! I look forward to seeing how they've done so.
You make it sound like a game. I find that disturbing. And still no engagement on the substance of our criticisms.
Edit: I encourage everyone watching this debate to look through my Twitter. You may disagree with me, but in general I do my best to be civil, admit when I'm wrong, and share criticisms of my piece when I can.
I read some of it. Like many I left Twitter some time ago when it changed ownership and became a cesspit with algorithms that promote dissent and hate. I fail to understand why anyone with a conscience would still patronise that site. And I can't follow Twitter conversations - they're too disjointed and the posts to short for any in depth discussion.
Looks like no one has any answers to my last response beyond ad hominems or snide remarks. I said I'd engage in a week. But I don't have time for anyone who doesn't actually come into *my* lion's den and confront my actual points.
Give us a chance. I've only just read them. I have for once been blessedly asleep.
Perhaps next time instead of wasting time criticising forum members you will youself engage with us on the subject of your article.
I only have time for people with the courage to address what I actually write and argue. Frankly, I hope when I come back in a week, there's more than the juvenile garbage I've seen tonight. Because that only confirms what I already thought. This community, despite its expertise, has some things about itself it can't really confront. You can dish it out, but you can't take it. "Sea lioning." "I abandoned interminable debating by my mid-twenties." "Jonathan Edwards is an Emeritus professor." "He's just trying to create division."
Again, give us a chance. Moderators are sick volunteers, some of us even sleep sometimes.
A little observation. Some members wanting to discuss an article or some science will simply step around posts where someone is letting off steam or expressing discomfort with the topic in colourful ways. In particular, it's probably more productive of useful discussion of a topic if you simply step around those posts that you don't consider useful. Listen to them, learn from them, acknowledge that some people are upset or angry, move on.
Look at yourselves. So cocky in the lion's den. I'm here alone. And that's all you've got? And yet...why should I be surprised. It's the rhetorical defense mechanisms that are so typical of the kind of communities I study.
Tough love. I've taken it for over a week. I've learned a lot! Your turn.
Oh for goodness sake listen to yourself. You see cockiness, I see sick people angry and distressed. Don't you think we have a right to be angry at an article that so maligns us, and gets so much wrong? You can walk away for a week and play happy families and go back to your job, doubtless to tell colleagues something unkind about us. We can't. We remain sick. Many of us tied to our beds and now confronted by an article that may, or perhaps has already, make our lives more difficult as we face more misjudgement from those we depend on for survival.
I don't engage with Tuller anymore after a number of personal correspondences. I did for a while. What I want is for you, here, to engage with what I wrote about insular communities, unfalsifiable foundational truths, and the parallel to hEDS. When that happens I'll engage again. If it's just "but Zeynep!" "but Tuller"? Then I'm out. I have better things to do with my time, like multi-hour Zoom calls with people who read my piece, hated it, but also want to know where I'm coming from.
So engage with the substance of our comments and stop maligning us.
I've engaged more than enough with many critiques you've offered. I've engaged with your own sneering, patronizing tough love. Just read any number of the responses to me here! It's time for you to engage with mine, on my terms. It is characteristic of insular defensive communities to continue redirecting arguments towards the defense mechanisms they've developed. I have no time for that. Engage with my critiques now that I've engaged with yours.
But you haven't.
You haven't answered questions about how you came to do a complete about turn after your VICE article. You haven't answered questions about what efforts you made to verify your assumption that thousands have been cured by brain training, all you gave in your article was a few anecdotes and some links to websites with brief recovery stories, at least one of which is advertising by a promoter who makes a living from selling expensive brain training. That's not evidence. You haven't addressed research on brain training that David Tuller and others have pointed to.
You haven't addressed the issue of those who got much sicker with brain training and gradual activation therapies.
So my suggestion, if you return here.
Look at the posts you don't like that criticise you but don't address your article directly, not as signs of obsessive blinkeredness, but as signs that you got something badly wrong and people are hurting.
Then move on and address the comments and questions about your article.
Oh and a final point. You will see from our rules that we don't give permission for forum threads, whether public or members only, to be used as source material for any sort of research. To me this includes any quoting of posts here in your future writings without the individual poster's explicit permission. I trust you will respect this, and have not come here merely to provoke in order to harvest juicy quotes that enable you to further paint us as loony obsessives or worse. I trust you are better than that.